What the future holds

It came to my email inbox. The possibility of a life elsewhere still stands, or so it seems. I have said yes, but the ball now falls on the other side of the court. Am I doing the right thing? I hope I am. Life is so poor with not too many challenges and the fear of falling backwards grows. Will I be running again, or will it simply be a push I need to go further? I feel better now, but something inside of me still hurts, and the road ahead is not full of roses.